Last updated 20Dec07 12:55 pm
(Gimme a title please)

This is a bittersweet story of love, laughter and tears, experienced by a beautiful young man, or more accurately, humanoid. Incarnated as a bishounen ball-jointed doll in Human Reality, and as a digital 3D-VR figure in cyberspace, humanoid 3D-JC is the alter-ego of TR-JC, a Real Human.

3D-JC is more intelligent and empathetic, and certainly nobler and wiser, than his human counterpart. Created by TR-JC in 3D-VR, then incarnated in a ball-jointed doll, 3D-JC lived exclusively with his Human doll-keeper TR-JC for 3 years.

But TR-JC saw that 3D-JC was lonely, and thought to himself - I shall get a companion doll so that my Other Self will not be lonely anymore. And he caused 3D-JC to fall into a deep sleep - whoopsie, wrong track !!! My sincere apologies; reverting to correct plot. So TR-JC sought out a companion for 3D-JC.

To be updated after I go to one of the Rock Inn shops in Tokyo to check out guitar strings with a musician companion.....

Back from that music shop outing. Now to continue.

New Dollie-Boy is like a wounded animal. With eyes that chill and scare, he cannot make new friends easily. Not his fault - his previous Doll-Keeper had gouged out his original eyeballs, and inserted vampiric replacements.

The boy doll had been sold by his original Doll-Keeper, to a cold-hearted otaku figurine trading warehouse in a geek-centric town. All around, in row after row, and floor after floor of ugly display cases,were fantasy female figurines, ready to please and serve their otaku human masters. Each case had locks on its sliding glass doors, and each case stood under harsh and unflattering lighting. It was a cold and cruel medical dissection museum exhibition of transforming mecha-bots, slave females, and the occasional sold-off limited edition collector's edition boy doll.

The shame of being stripped of one's glory and left as a languishing commodity, was too much for this beautiful male doll. He stared at his prospective new Doll-Keeper, TR-JC, with the most evil and fear-invoking glare. TR-JC wore the white gloves provided by the store staff, then proceeded to inspect the bishounen doll. A mild shiver passed down TR-JC's spine as he looked into the doll's eyes. There was a moment of doubt in completing the acquisition, but TR-JC's resolve returned, and he committed to the purchase. It would not be easy to be Doll-Keeper to this almost-feral new boy doll. And introducing him to 3D-JC back home, would not be a simple matter either.

3D-JC had been groomed by his Human to be a refined princeling of a bishounen doll. TR-JC studiously avoided any Goth-Loli life-syle choices for 3D-JC. Then again, 3D-JC is as androgynous and intergendered as TR-JC, although his external morphology is clearly male. Perhaps 3D-JC would be able to accommodate the new boy doll's idiosyncratic attitude, after all.

Besides, there is a secret between Doll-Keeper TR-JC and Kept Doll 3D-JC - they are also lovers in cyberspace, although that is the biggest taboo of all. Avatar and Own Human are not allowed to mate.

More updates to this story later. I need to go take a shower.

This is what the new Feral Boy looks like:
http://ibr-remote.livejournal.com/93213.html

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Doll-keeper TR-JC is not in Tokyo anymore. He caught a headcold somewhere between the first class lounge and the damn cold business class cabin. Now he has a headache, and a runny nose. And there's no food in the house because everyone's left for the holidays, including the hired help. The wimp mutters; "Sob !! I want my Mummy, but she's away enjoying herself on holiday with my Daddy ! ( gosh, he sounds like he's just taken 45 birthdays off his life !)

New feral bishie-boy has travelled business class from Tokyo, and is still resting in his travel bed inside TR-JC's suitcase. New Boy and Doll-Keeper are both jet-lagged. TR-JC thinks to self that he needs to haul 3D-JC out from his safe-box in which TR- had left him prior to flying out to Tokyo. But not right now. TR-JC makes mental note to self: stand by pair of handcuffs in case feral boy attacks 3D-JC.

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While Human Doll-Keeper TR-JC is zonked out, 3D-JC, beautiful bishonen princeling doll, climbs out of his safe-box and sneaks downstairs to the hall where TR-JC's messy half-unpacked suitcase lies.

Sitting snug inside TR-JC's suitcase, is the unmistakable packaging of the premier stable of pedigree dolls, from which 3D-JC too can claim lineage. He kicks the side of the box, and a fearsome muffled growl comes from within.

"Let me out !" a muffled male voice yells from inside the box.

"Ten thousand Japanese yen gets you free," replies 3D-JC.

If not for the reinforcement strings TR-JC had tied onto the box, the occupant would surely have sprung up like a Jack-in-the-, and grappled 3D-JC already. Curious, 3D-JC unties the knots and removes the silver lid of the doll-box.

3D-JC stares into the cold vampire-like eyes of the new Bishounen doll. New boy stares back into 3D-JC's warm blue-green eyes. Those eyes which are so sensual and calming, they draw you into his pure inter-sexual soul. New feral boy doll does not jump out at 3D-JC.

"Yikes, pardon me," blurts 3D-JC. "But your previous Doll-Keeper wanted you really scary-looking." And he shudders. The two beautiful young males study each other for a long while.

"I wanted a female companion, to be honest. But you'll do fine," quipped 3D-JC.

New feral boy spits: "I hate not having any choice. I hate being ripped apart and customised. I hate being traded about like a commodity. I hate my new Doll-Keeper, and I hate you !"

3D-JC wonders what travesty had occurred in this beautiful boy's past, that had caused him to be so twisted, forlorn, and full of spite. He picks up the certificate of ownership inside the new feral boy's silver box.

"You were called Seshiru by your first Doll-Keeper," says 3D-JC, studying the document.

"I was called a lot of things by that fool," new boy replied.

"Such as 'se-me' or 'u-ke' ?" asked 3D-JC, his beautiful face tilting towards New Boy.

The new boy turns his head and shows 3D-JC the scars on his scalp. A victim of frequent re-customisations. Tears of compassion well up in 3D-JC's eyes, and he reaches out to embrace the new boy.

"My Doll-Keeper TR-JC would only ever change my looks when I'm in my 3D VR form, over in the Digital Dimension. He hasn't the guts to rip out my eyes and scalp to change my features." 3D-JC helps arrange the new boy's hair back into style, his gentle fingers caressing the new boy's face soothingly. New boy closes his eyes, relishing the gentle sensation.

"You shall be known as Sejiru from now on, My Dear New Companion," said 3D-JC, holding the new boy close to him in a parental fashion. "I won't let anyone hurt you again."

Sejiru longed to believe those words, but something in him held him back from accepting his new-found fortune. He moves away from 3D-JC and comments," You're a Link model, aren't you ? Your generic class is called the Link class, right ?"

3D-JC sighs. "Yes," he replies. "I am not a special-order custom doll like you. But TR-JC loves me very much. He dotes on me like I were him - actually, in some ways, I am him. You'll understand in time."

Sejiru moves forward toward 3D-JC and unbuttons his shirt. 3D-JC is surprised, but offers no resistance for the moment. Sejiru looks at 3D-JC's body.

"Take off your trousers," Sejiru says to 3D-JC. Amused, 3D-JC unbuttons his designer pants and removes them. He is not wearing underwear.

"We have the same body-type," Sejiru observes.

"Cool ! We can share clothes and stuff !" 3D-JC goes girlie in mannerisms. Sejiru finds that quaint and humorous. He smiles, and he looks very handsome when he does. Somehow, 3D-JC makes him feel relaxed and comfortable, which he had not been for so long. "So... I have been specially selected to be your companion doll, is that what you said ?"

3D-JC nods cutely. "But only if you agree," offers 3D-JC.

"We'll see," replies Sejiru thoughtfully.


Photo-story here:
http://picasaweb.google.co.uk/TRJCx3DJC/3DJCMeetsSejiru


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"Ah--ah-- Choo !! Sniff ! Blarp ! Blarp !"

TR-JC's cold is now a full-nose dripper. He can't do much for himself, much less for his 3D-JC and Sejiru.

"We're on our own," 3D-JC observes drily to Sejiru. "Wanna see my gear ?"

"I know what your gear looks like, I've got the same thing down south," replies Sejiru.

"Tsk, I mean the clothes and stuff I've got. What's mine is yours, if you want in," says 3D-JC as he sashays towards his personal cupboards given to him by TR-JC. Sejiru follows in silence, then decides to tease 3D-JC.

Sejiru uses his body to push 3D-JC's against the cupboard door, then pins 3D-JC in place hip-on-hip. His lips brush against 3D-JC's ear, "Why don't you find out what sort of companion doll I'd make, eh ?"

3D-JC lowers his sexy eyelids and makes a small laughing noise, and says, "Delight me, my new Companion."

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TR-JC blows his nose yet again into his crumpled tissue, as he pours himself a mug of hot tea. He takes the brew up to his bedroom, sets it on his bedside table, sneezes, then notices his two bishounen dolls lying together naked under his blanket.

"Strange," TR-JC thinks to himself. "Don't remember unpacking the new doll. Must be this cold - I can't think straight." He gets into bed with the two bishonen dolls, sips on his tea, blows his nose into a fresh tissue, and falls asleep.

...........

"You're very experienced," Sejiru notes. "I thought I'd be the first and all..... nevermind, not important..." He strokes 3D-JC's arm.

"Mmmmm," 3D-JC replies. " I test-drive my Human's digital males in 3D Virtual Reality. I told you I have a digital form, and that's how I do my work in 3D VR. I'm clearly not your first time either, say what....."

".... Yeah... I've done a lot of stuff, mostly so that my previous Keeper could get lots of doll-porn photos done. Gothie-boy yaoi genre, deviant sex, that scene...." Sejiru sounds thoughtful.

3D-JC rolls over and places his face against Sejiru's chest. "You have a new life with me now, Sejiru," he says quietly.

Sejiru places a hand over 3D-JC's hair and strokes it gently. "Yeah, I know. I just don't want to wake up from this dream. I want it to be real."

3D-JC kisses Sejiru on the lips. "It's real, for sure," he whispers.

"Ah-choo !!" TR-JC sneezes, awakening from intermittent sleep. He blows his nose, then turns to his doll companions lying beside him. " 'Night, boys. Sorry I'm not well enough to properly introduce you to each other...."

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3D-JC rummages through his wardrobe boxes. He pulls out his formal morning suit, finds his formal dress shoes, and plucks a red miniature silk rose from a bunch of similar ones. He places the red rose into the lapel buttonhole of his formal morning suit. He studies the ensemble critically with his artist's eye.

Sejiru is happily inspecting the weapons which TR-JC had acquired for 3D-JC, and which he could now have a share in.

"We should have a nice reception to mark our union, Seji," 3D-JC says.

Sejiru, still handling the miniature guns and swords with much admiration,"What's that ? Reception ?"

"Yeah. A party. Because we're a couple, " replies 3D-JC.

"But we've only been together a very short time, 3D-," Sejiru puts down a model gun and looks at 3D-JC. "What if it doesn't work out ?"

3D-JC glares at Sejiru. "My Human never makes a bad investment decision. And neither do I. I will make our relationship work. You and I shall be a couple..... oh, Seji Darling, aren't you happy with me ???" 3D-JC goes into his female persona mode.

"Well, all this takes getting used to, 3D-JC. I mean, you're so nice to be with, that's true. I like being with you. But... I, uh.... need more time, I guess." Sejiru looks at 3D-JC expecting some kind of retribution.

But 3D-JC is dignified. " OK. I'll let you have your More Time. It's cool." He hugs Sejiru lovingly.

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Sejiru walks about the 5-storied mansion which is now his new home. He explores the roomsful of TR-JC's lifetime accumulation - books and more books, gadgets - many already obsolete, musical instruments - some which TR-JC never mastered, clothes, exercise equipment, and other paraphernalia. It's a good and simple New Life for him. He just has to be 3D-JC's Companion Doll. A little elevated from Toy-Boy Doll. And it sucks.

While 3D-JC has a real job in 3D VR, he just stays at home in Human Reality until 3D-JC gets home, then they have wild sex all night, and then it's the new day all over again. It's not what Sejiru wants.

That night, in bed, after 3D-JC has dropped off to sleep, Sejiru kicks TR-JC, his Doll-Keeper.

"Oww, wassat for ?" TR-JC rubs the spot on his bare thigh which received the blow. He puts down the business magazine he was reading, and looks at Sejiru.

"I'm quitting," Sejiru says to TR-JC."This has no meaning for me."

"Explain yourself, young man," TR-JC replies sternly to Sejiru.

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"I see," TR-JC ruminates. "Well, I shall think about what else you can do besides being 3D-JC's Companion Doll. How about us starting a new photo-art collection starring you and 3D-JC ? It could be a thematic series."

Sejiru is wide-eyed, and seems keen. His wide-eyed look is spine-chillingly frightening to behold, and TR-JC looks away.

"Great. I'll let 3D-JC know tomorrow, and we can plan for this new item," says TR-JC, as he returns to reading his magazine in bed.

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3D-JC wants a word with his Human Doll-Keeper TR-JC. He notices that Sejiru is sleepless some nights. 3D-JC says he has seen Sejiru get up and leave their room, go downstairs and find a pool of moonlight to stand in.

"Only when there's moonlight," 3D-JC says.

"Well, I wonder if he's charged by moonrays.... He was quite a bargain if that's the case," TR-JC replies, thoughtfully. "But he hasn't turned into something strange, has he, 3D-JC ?" TR-JC teases 3D-JC, who huffs and turns his nose up in the air at such a silly attempt at humour on his Human's part.

"Leave Sejiru be," TR-JC tells 3D-JC. "He's had a mysterious past which even I know very little about."

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3D-JC: "Shit, you're taller than I am ! You're supposed to be a SD13 Boy !"

Sejiru:"So what ?! I'm a custom boy. My first Keeper wanted me with SD16 body height."

3D-JC (sulks):"...no fair..."

Sejiru (pulling 3D-JC towards him and holding 3D-JC close):"You're still cute and so nice to be with."

3D-JC (cutely) :"I can feel your bumpy-bump."

Sejiru (smiling):"And I can feel yours."

Both fall into a romp behind the sofa in TR-JC's living room.

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It is a late December afternoon in the northern hemisphere (my family has a home in the southern hemisphere as well, so I need to make these distinctions !). TR-JC's bishie boy dolls have broken out their Japanese electronic gadgets - mobile phones which use the fancy features inside of Japan and in no other country, a NintendoDS, and a Wii. That ought to keep the boys occupied while TR-JC rests and recovers from his bad cold.

3D-JC (saving game on NintendoDS):"My Human is planning a sexy fetish-style micro-bikini outfit for you, Seji."

Sejiru (shutting down Wii):"I've worn many of those before. No biggie."

3D-JC:"So have I. In 3D VR."

Sejiru (leaning closer to 3D-JC):"I wanna see you wearing one of those over here in Human Reality."

3D-JC (snuggling up to Sejiru):"We don't have any in our wardrobe right now.... "

( At this point, the author goes off to fetch a mug of hot dark chocolate.)

Ahhh, the wonders of a soothing mug of hot beverage... Although I can't taste much, thanks to my flu-ridden nose. Now back to the story. By which time, the boys are already all over each other. Ahem. Gimme a reason to tell the readers a story, guys.

Sejiru:"What's your Human saying now ?"

3D-JC:"He means he wants us to stop licking each other and to do a variety of other stuff instead."

Sejiru flips 3D-JC over and pins him face-down onto the sofa. He holds 3D-JC's hands behind 3D-JC's back, and inspects 3D-JC's cute little ass.

3D-JC:"Yeah, something like that sort of action."

Sejiru pulls down 3D-JC's designer underpants by the waistband, exposing 3D-JC's cute buttocks. Sejiru leans over and kisses the smooth cheeks fondly. Then he returns the waistband to its normal position for 3D-JC. Sejiru turns to TR-JC, eyes wide in wonderment.

"Everything I do gets recorded in your story ! What's going on ?" Sejiru is surprised.

3D-JC scrambles from under Sejiru, arranges his own hair with his fingers, then adjusts his penis position inside his designer underpants. "He has his story blogging on auto-record," comments 3D-JC.

TR-JC:"Keep going boys. It's less disruptive this way. You won't even notice my story blogging after a while."

3D-JC:"It's true, Seji Darling." And he proceeds to play with Sejiru's nipples with his fingertips.

Sejiru:"Wait, wait.... just hold on. This is like having a video cam on us all the time ?"

3D-JC:"Yeah, a bit like that. It's just a translation user interface."

Sejiru:"Damn." And he grabs 3D-JC by the hips, as they fall together onto the designer carpet.

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The Moral Society for Ball-Jointed Dolls has enquired about 3D-JC and Sejiru's ages. Basically, they want to know whether the boys are minors in the eyes of the law. In case Human standards apply to humanoid ball-jointed dolls, I readily answered: My 3D-JC is 21 Human Equivalent Years Old, and Sejiru is a year older than that.

3D-JC:"Hah ! And My Human is more than double my age ! Heheheheh !!"

TR-JC:"Recent scientific research of human brain development, suggests that human brains do not reach full maturity until the age of 25." Dammit, if only I could find that reference again in my stack of New Scientist magazines....

Sejiru (smirking at 3D-JC):"Ototo-chan!"

3D-JC (glaring at Sejiru):"Urusai !"

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Sejiru has discovered just which 3D-Bishies 3D-JC has been test-driving over in 3D VR. He is jealous, enraged, and a little awed.

Sejiru:"Your Human makes fan art in 3D form and you're test-driving who ?!"

3D-JC:"Oh, Konzen Douji 3D mainly. Also all the other guys in his team. Except Son Goku 3D. I don't do Goku 3D."

Sejiru:"My Doll-Master !" (I guess that's the equivalent of "My God" !)

3D-JC:"Oh, yes, I also test-drive Genjyo Sanzou 3D and his boys. Yeah. Except I don't do Dr Nii 3D. I hate him; he's icky. My Human has to test-drive Dr Nii 3D in person with full 3D VR bodysuit."

Sejiru:"Oh whoa! I thought I had serious confessing to do, but you, 3D-... this ... this is ... oh, man.... "

3D-JC (cutely):"Hmmm ? What serious confessing, Seji-Darling ?"

Sejiru flops into a designer armchair and leans forward, forearms on thighs, head bent. He doesn't take his eyes off the floor as he says,"I've done a lot of deviant sex stuff, I told you. It was all for my first Doll-Keeper's porn doll photo collection. I had a lot of goth-vampire costumes and the sets were like, so elaborate, dude they cost a fortune ! It was .... blood and gore sex, violent, indecent, horrible. There were many other vampire dolls with me; it was sexual mayhem. I'm sorry, 3D-JC. I don't mean to put you off."

3D-JC kneels beside Sejiru and looks into his face lovingly. "That's all right, Seji," 3D-JC says. "You haven't hurt me one bit so far. You've been very gentle. I like the way you make love to me. It's almost as - " 3D-JC stops short.

Sejiru glares at 3D-JC with his fear-inducing vampire eyes, shining with moonbeams. "As good as ?" he prompts 3D-JC. Before 3D-JC can formulate an answer, Sejiru has dragged 3D-JC up towards him with sudden roughness. Their faces are very close, and 3D-JC closes his eyes.

Sejiru realises he has momentarily lost it, and apologises profusely to 3D-JC, releasing 3D-JC from his grip, and curling up into the armchair, arms over his face. "No...." Sejiru sobs.

3D-JC is at a loss for words. After a long silence, 3D-JC says quietly, "Sejiru, I am mated in 3D-VR to Konzen Douji 3D. I have an inter-sexual form in 3D VR. You see, I too, have a double-life to confess."

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Sejiru and 3D-JC hold each other close as they await the winter moonrise. Soon, the moonbeams will pour in through the windows in TR-JC's darkened study. Sejiru gently moves away from 3D-JC. He looks at 3D-JC tenderly.

"Don't judge me for what I am," he says quietly to 3D-JC, and kisses 3D-JC tenderly on the lips.

The rays of silver light strike Sejiru, and he transforms. His entire body shimmers and he acquires a translucent appearance. A whirlwind blows around him, lifting his long hair away from his beautiful face. Sejiru's eyes turn liquid silver. Many translucent hands reach out from the darkness to unclothe him, and they caress his naked being in the most sensual manner, touching him in places and in ways which would bring him the greatest erotic pleasure.

3D-JC grows concerned. He wonders if he should awaken his Human, but fears for Sejiru's existence if there were any interference. ".... Seji...", 3D-JC whispers weakly. He's seen some pretty wild things in 3D VR, but this scene before him involving his Companion Doll in Human Reality - it was beginning to be un-nerving.

Unexpectedly for 3D-JC, a voice rings out like a bell in his head. It seems only sensate within the mind, not within one's ears: "Feed me, My Prince."

Sejiru groans in aching pleasure, then moans in a crescendo, until his silver stream spurts upwards along the moonbeams to a destination which cannot be seen.

The whirlwind subsides, and the naked and spent Sejiru crouches on the floor of TR-JC's study, panting. 3D-JC runs up to him and lifts him up.

"Sejiru ! Sejiru! Daijoubu, desuka, Sejiru ?" cries 3D-JC, forgetting which language he is operating in.

"...Ahhh... 3D-JC..." Sejiru replies slowly, as he stands leaning against 3D-JC. "3D-..." Sejiru hugs 3D-JC for a long while.

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3D-JC has confided in his Human, TR-JC, using covert digital communication mode inside of 3D VR, so that Sejiru might not know.

TR-JC:"Interesting.... So that's what he has to do each full moon, eh."

3D-JC:"I don't know what to make of it, My Human."

TR-JC:"He was probably used in some sex ritual by his former Doll-Keeper. A ritual which involved vampires and the moon and such. He's now an energy source for some sex-driven entity connected with the moon. Or something like that. How would I know for sure."

3D-JC:"My poor Seji...."

TR-JC:"Oh pshaw! Don't 'Poor Seji' him ! He obviously gets a nice shoot-off and is none the worse for it."

3D-JC:".....I guess...."

TR-JC:""Leave him be, I always say. The boy needs time to integrate. New people, new life, new U-ke sex partner-"

3D-JC blushes and sends TR-JC a digital punch.

TR-JC:"Owwww."

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A reader who shall remain anonymous, has asked whether this story will also appear in the main website where 3D-JC has his adventures in 3D VR with the Sanzou Ikkou 3D recorded. Nope. I would like to keep it here, because Sejiru is most unlikely to appear in 3D VR. Mainly because TR-JC is too lazy to make a 3D VR version of him - ah-hahahah !

Same reader reminded me that Konzen 3D is doubly-endowed - how could I forget that fact !??

Yes, Dear Readers, over in 3D VR, TR-JC's Konzen 3D possesses a twin set of pricks, and it is a good thing that the 3D VR version of 3D-JC is inter-sexual, so that he-she can service his-her mate with two sets of orifices. Having resolved the delicate issues of anatomical complications for curious pedestrian minds (and author was very careful to avoid the word 'vulgar commoners'), let us return to the story.

3D-JC:"TR-JC !! You scoundrel !! I believe you've just insulted our Readers !"

TR-JC:"I have ? I did ?"

3D-JC:"Idiot Human of Mine ! How I suffer as your Avatar in 3D VR. You always make me lose face in 3D VR! Grrrrr !!"

TR-JC:"What did I do ?"

3D-JC:"You always say that to Cherry when she gets annoyed with you !"

Note: Cherry is TR-JC's female life companion.

TR-JC ( now totally confused ):"What did I do ?"

The dialogue degenerates and 3D-JC's superior intellectual functions can no longer process the idiocy of it.

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3D-JC jumps on top of Sejiru when they get into bed for the night.

TR-JC is amused, "Whoa, that's one impatient 3D-JC ! Give Sejiru a chance to get comfortable, will ya, 3D-JC ?"

Sejiru laughs softly and returns 3D-JC's affection. TR-JC leaves the couple to it, and ignores them while trying to improve his fading intellect by reading the latest New Scientist magazine and a few pages from the book Freakonomics.

Next morning, TR-JC awakens to find Sejiru asleep with both hands protectively covering his privates, while 3D-JC is slumbering with one leg over Sejiru's legs. TR-JC muffles a guffaw, and gets ready to face another day wrestling with his 3D VR bishie boys.

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