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20. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 25 2008, 6:27 AM EDT
Briefly confused Gojyo smiled when Sanzo's growl pointed out the height of the bed. Then he was taken. It was a slow slide of of silken heat and Gojyo wrapped his legs around his lover. Locking his eyes on Sanzo's Gojyo rode the pleasure, feeling his body rolling in pleasure and waves of white heat sparked by just the right thrust. Then he was being pulled into his lover's arms held close and his aching cock finally held tight between their bodies. Sanzo made a sound deep in his throat and Gojyo speared his fingers into the soft golden hair capturing the moan in his mouth. Somehow Sanzo seemed to go deeper and Gojyo's release rippled out in waves. The kiss was hot and tasted of musk and Sanzo. He knew knew he was smiling like an idiot as he kissed his lover, and really didn't mind. Do you find this valuable? |
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21. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 25 2008, 4:30 PM EDT
Their climaxes had been inseperable, twining around them, binding them together in pulsing bonds of energy and heat that ran between them and ripped down the last boundaries between their bodies... they simply held each other and felt it roll through them, sealing the last gap between them when their lips met and their moans stifled in their throats as they devoured each others mouths.As the waves began to subside and he could breathe again, Sanzo opened his eyes to see the mile-wide smile and happy crimson eyes of his lover, all traces of the tension and worry of earlier long gone. His cheeks were flushed like a small child come in from the cold, his lips kiss swollen, and his flame-red hair was in disarray, one strand of his long bangs was hanging over his face and making his eyes cross slightly. Sanzo looked at him and couldn't decide if he was the most beautiful sight or the most ludicrous sight he had ever seen... He started laughing as he realized he was actually both, at the same time. The thought really amused him, and the more he looked at Gojyo, the more he began to sputter with laughter, holding the kappa tightly as he did. Do you find this valuable? |
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22. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 26 2008, 2:49 PM EDT
Gojyo tipped his head at Sanzo's laughter and grinned more. He wasn't sure why Sanzo was laughing at him, but it cool with him. Gojyo shifted back and just watched Sanzo laugh. Something he saw so rarely.
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23. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 26 2008, 4:01 PM EDT
Sanzo wrapped his arms tightly around the puzzled kappa and pivoted around, falling back onto the bed, continuing to laugh as he pulled Gojyo on top of him.""Only you can manage to look so goddamn funny and so fucking beautiful at the same time, koneko," he teased as he brushed the redhead's springy "antennae" back into their proper place. "Gods, you just make my heart hurt, you are so beautiful." He traced his fingertips lightly around Gojyo's arched brow, the distinctive fine lines at the outside of his eyes, and his scars, and ran the tip of his forefinger all the way around the seam of his lips, tracing Gojyo's grin, the scarlet eyes still twinkling at him. ""But sometimes after we've been together, when you are all messy, and you get that happy idiot grin of yours -- Koumyou would have said you look 'happier than a pig in shit' - you look like some damn little kid that just got his first puppy- it just cracks me up. Only you could do both of those things at once, Gojyo." He threaded his fingers up into the unruly flame red hair and guided Gojyo's face close to his, pulling him down for a small gentle kiss that slowly unfolded into a long sensual give and take between them. Do you find this valuable? |
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24. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 26 2008, 5:33 PM EDT
"umm you are clear on the fact that you are beautiful and I'm the "ruggedly handsome one"? right cause the rough look, scars, weird eyes, that's handsome or striking." Gojyo walked his fingers up Sanzo's back. "You don't talk about him, Kormyou, much." Gojyo considered another second. "Pig in shit? Is that really a good look?" He waited, feeling hopefull he could keep from breaking Sanzo's great mood.
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25. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 26 2008, 5:53 PM EDT
Sanzo's eyes got a faraway look for a moment. "It's funny, he used to say a lot of odd country sayings like that, I don't know where he got them from. He never talked about his childhood... I had forgotten that about him, until just now - I can still hear his voice, how he would be in the middle of teaching me some philosophical precept of Buddhism, and he would pop out with one of these country expressions out of the blue. I would look at him like he was crazy, and he would just smile that ...smile of his..." His voice trailed off and he was quiet for a long moment. He rolled Gojyo over and pulled him up under his arm, nestling him close and turning slightly so they could still see each other's faces. His voice got very quiet, not sad as much as peaceful... "He would have liked you... He liked everyone, but he would have really liked you." He brushed one of Gojyo's antennae back out of his face again. "You would have made him laugh too- in a good way. He loved to laugh." Do you find this valuable? |
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26. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 26 2008, 6:08 PM EDT
"So were you always so serious? Or did you laugh to." Gojyo shook his head. "Never mind, you were that kid that hated to laugh and always looked shocked if he did. I suspect your master tried hard to get you to laugh."
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27. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 26 2008, 6:32 PM EDT
Sanzo smirked and nuzzled his face into the mass of flaming hair. Gojyo really did know him."Good guess. I used to get on him for smoking and drinking, try to get him to at least do it when the other monks wouldn't see him do it. And I guess I didn't really have much of a sense of humor. I sure didn't exactly fit in there... There was this one student... Ken'yuu... that came to study with my master... He used to smile and laugh with him all the time. He gave me the fuckin' creeps... I never liked him. I guess I wasn't a lot of fun, but I wasn't a scammer and a cheat like that guy was. I suppose I've always been...quiet, and kept to myself except for Koumyou, and, and then when he died... " his voice got very quiet and he turned his face towards the window.... Do you find this valuable? |
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28. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 26 2008, 9:05 PM EDT
Gojyo remained quiet and stroked his lover's hair. He nuzzled him and offered several soft kisses while he waited for Sanzo to be ready to continue.
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29. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 27 2008, 11:07 AM EDT
Sanzo relaxed under Gojyo's touch and kisses, and the euphoric after-effects of their lovemaking, and let his mind drift back to Koumyou in ways he rarely did, let himself go places he rarely visited in his memory: the good memories of his childhood with Koumyou, before the real pain and hurt began. "I guess when he pulled me from that river when I was a baby, he expected to have a normal kid, not some sullen pale silent lurking thing like I was...." he sighed heavily. "I hope I didn't disappoint him too much." He snuggled closer to Gojyo and tried to shake off the gloomy thoughts. He smiled as he remembered something else from his childhood. "I remember when I was really young, he had a chair in his quarters near this big window. When there was a thunderstorm and I wouild get scared he would stop whatever he was doing and hold me in his lap in that chair untill it passed. He would sing old songs, nonsense songs that made me laugh, and tell me stories, and hold me close to him and I'd forget all about the storm." He look Gojyo's chin in his hand and quirked up one corner of his mouth. "I never felt safe or happy like that again after he died until you, never ever.." Do you find this valuable? |
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30. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 27 2008, 1:13 PM EDT
Gojyo nodded acceptance of what was said. He couldn't agree, or even totally understand, he wasn't that pale little boy. "Do you think he would have tossed you back if he knew you weren't gonna' be perfect?" Gojyo wanted to bite his tongue as the words feel over it. Gojyo knew his mother and father probably would have tossed him back given the opportunity. "I didn't mean-- I meant the way you describe him, he never seemed disappointed in you? Did he?" Gojyo petted Sanzo's hair. "I can't imagine him holding and rocking a kid he didn't like. . ." Gojyo considered. "I don't think he was disappointed. Guess he was a lot like me and into pale and sullen." Gojyo waited to see Sanzo's response.
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31. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 27 2008, 1:45 PM EDT
Sanzo was quiet for a long moment, and his eyes were dark as he fought with the lump in his throat and tried to answer his lover."No. He.... never made me feel anything less than loved and wanted... That's why it hurt so fuckin' much to lose him. He ...was all I ever had, and then he was gone." He clenched his jaw and swallowed hard against the lump in his throat. His voice took on more of it's usual edge. "Nothing was ever the same." He squirmed out of Gojyo's grasp and sat up and looked around the room, almost frantically. "Tch. Where are the goddamn cigarettes? I need a fucking cigarette!... guess I'll have to go find some, goddammit..." Do you find this valuable? |
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32. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 27 2008, 5:29 PM EDT
"Here," Gojyo tossed them at Sanzo, a little sad the monk had to flee rather than share with him. "I need a quick shower, then should go check on Goku and the whore." He was disappearing into the bathroom, leaving Sanzo a little space to smoke and sort himself out. He also left the bathroom door ajar.
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33. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 28 2008, 3:42 AM EDT
Sanzo lit a smoke and paced back and forth in the narrow aisle between the bed and the window. For a few long moments he was lost in the world of his youth, in his short black robe out in the street with his begging bowl in the mornings, or afternoons studying dharmic texts twice as hard to keep up with Keny'uu and the older youths. But his favorite was the evenings, smelling the mingled scents of sake and Koumyou's pipe as he waited for him to come and lovingly tuck him in, even when he had guests; better still was when they were alone, he would sit and sing him old traditional songs and tell him humorous folk tales or Buddhist legends til long after his bedtime had come and gone. He hoped someday he could communicate all that with Gojyo, but it was so hard to take the images and feelings buried so deep in his head and give them to the light, even the light he saw in Gojyo's loving eyes. Each memory dragged with it an equal amount of darkness: the pain of losing that irreplacable center to his universe that had been destroyed so carelessly by the youkai that afternoon, like blowing out a candle. No, more like shattering a glass, he thought bitterly, for snuffed candles can be relit, but shattered glass is hopelessly destroyed. Eventually Gojyo's words and the tone he'd said them in permeated Sanzos consciousness, and he stubbed out his smoke and followed the kappa into the bathroom. He quietly stepped into the shower behind him, and wordlessly picked up the soap and moved up behind the hanyou under the streaming water and began to lather him up from top to bottom, letting the slippery soap and the hot water assist his strong fingers in massaging the last kinks and bruises of battle out of his lover's body. When Gojyo's body was covered in lather Sanzo turned him around and pressed their bodies together, sliding his arms around his waist. "How quick a shower? Got time to see your priest?" Do you find this valuable? |
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34. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 28 2008, 9:22 PM EDT
"MMMM," Gojyo wrapped his arms around Sanzo and pulled him close. "I been thinking I better check on Goku. I'm sort of worried skanky's scars on him." Gojyo kissed the top of Sanzo's head. "Sage boy likes rape, appearently. And I'm pretty sure, and so's Hakkai, that Sage was not on the receiveing end. But I'm worried Goku might have some issues with it. Wanna' check on him and ditch blondie. Time for him to be paid off and shown the door."
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35. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 28 2008, 9:29 PM EDT
Sanzo kept his hold around Gojyo's waist and pulled back to get a clear look at his face, to better read his expression."What makes you so sure the kid's a working boy? I didn't get that vibe from him at all. And the saru doesn't have two pennies to rub together to pay him, that's for sure. He certainly doesn't dress like a street hustler, or talk like one for that matter. Why so suspicious?" He slipped around Gojyo as he talked, then quickly rinsed himself off under the hot water and climbed out, toweling off as he awaited Gojyo's response. Do you find this valuable? |
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36. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 28 2008, 9:39 PM EDT
"He --- subjugates-- is that the word? himself to the Sage. And that wasn't sex, it was rape. The kid was torn up. If he's not a whore, or druggie-- he likes that. Either way, anyway. Goku doesn't deserve, shouldn't be a part of that. It's nasty, dirty, vile. No one should have to even know that shit never mind experience it." Gojyo climbed out and glanced in the mirror. He felt sick as he saw the skinny kid with eyes to large, too red and too shadowed. The skinny kid who would drop his head --- and his pants-- to anyone with enough drugs to kill the hunger, the cold, and the fear. Feeling sick Gojyo turned from the mirror and climbed back into the shower turning th hot water on and letting it wash the memory away.
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37. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 28 2008, 9:51 PM EDT
Sanzo wrapped the towel around his waist and stood and considered Gojyo's words while he let him stand under the shower for a few minutes, hopefully working through whatever it was that was eating at him. After a bit he reached in and slowly turned the water off and took the largest towel and pulled back the curtain and began drying Gojyo off."You feel better now?" he asked as he methodically rubbed the kappa's skin briskly from top to bottom with the fluffy towel. He continued, his voice very matter-of-fact. "How much of all that business just now that was about him, and how much is about you? You might want to try and figure that out before you go tearing down there like some avenging angel - for the monkey's sake." Satisfied that he had completely dried him off, he knotted the towel around Gojyo's waist, dropped a quick kiss on his lips, and slipped off into the bedroom to find a much-needed smoke. Do you find this valuable? |
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38. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 28 2008, 9:56 PM EDT
Gojyo's world tipped. He felt dizzy and grabbed the sink. Sanzo fucking knew, he knew everything. Gods, how could he bear to look at Gojyo, never mind touch him? Feeling weird and dizzy and really sick Gojyo stood there. Seth had to go, they had to protect Goku from that darkness, or as much as possible. YOu can't save those kind, look at the mess he was always making of things. Seth was nothing but trouble. And one of them in the group was more than enough filth for Hakkai to be cleaning up after. Gojyo sank to the floor of the bathroom and pressed his face in his hands. He finally understood Hakkai and his "blood on my hands", and blood was damn pure compared to what was on Gojyo's hands.He looked at the door. What the hell did he say to Sanzo? "Sorry you're fucking a whore. REally, my bad?" Seemed sort of pathetic. Do you find this valuable? |
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39. RE: GOJYO RETURNS
Sep 28 2008, 10:14 PM EDT
Sanzo had just been thinking Gojyo should have come out of the bathroom by now, especially since he had been in such a hurry to get going, when he heard a sort of dull sschllumpping sound of something heavy hitting the floor. He wondered if Gojyo had passed out for some reason and bolted in there to find him crumpled on the cold tile, his face in his hands.Sinking to sit on the floor next to him, Sanzo tried to keep his voice as matter of fact as possible, hoping it would calm Gojyo. He wanted so badly to touch him, to enfold him in his arms, but his instinct told him to wait. "You know you don't have the sole license on shitty pasts, man. We've - well, you and me and Hakkai - all done things that are fucking hard to live with. None of us are too crazy about the man we see when we look in the mirror to shave... Guess it's one of the reasons we work so well together, why you and I are so good... we can see the good in each other we can't see in ourselves." He turned slightly towards Gojyo and tipped his chin up to make him face him. "There's nothing you could tell me about your past that would make me love you any less. Nothing. You have to trust me that much. That's all there is to it." Do you find this valuable? |